3... continued

I forgot to put at the end of the last post that I just wanted a bit of a rant and vent a bit and now I'm happy =]

3...

OK so let me explain 3, its basically the guys that think they can be in my life, but in reality I only want one to actually be there, Olifar (Oliver really but I like his nickname I can be immature and a little bit like a child when I say it like that tehe).

OK so lets have the list,

1. Olly
2. Matt
3. James (not his real name explanation later)


1. Olly

OK so me and Olly meet at college nearly two years, but at that time I was in a long term relationship and he was with someone as well. We didn't begin our relationship til December 08 because after college we kind of lost touch, which is really upsetting because we get on really well. We now been together for nearly two months and I'm amazingly happy =]. We first meet when our friend Tom introduced us but before that Tom had told Olly that i was a lesbian i didn't know this at the time but we laugh about it now and it was a really interesting way to meet and now I'm the happiest i have been in ages.

2. Matt

This is the guy from the bar where I work and I known him for about 3 months now. When we first meet we got on really well and started flirting together it was just innocent fun or that's what I thought but no he had a hidden agenda like all men, which generally involves a girl's back and a flat surface. I cant believe that he thought that he would be able to kiss me and basically tell me he wants to shag me, not quite like that but yeah anyway, even after he found out that I was in a relationship, erm hello where is there a sign on me that's says I'm taken but dint worry you can still shag me if you want to, nowhere that's where!! OK so flirting back may of given the wrong impression but that does not make a slag.

3. James

This is a guy that technically is not called James but because of a situation, i.e. his girlfriend. So I known him for as long as he been with his which must be coming up to about 2 years now. This all started when I split up with my ex boyfriend it was my first long term serious boyfriend and he paid me compliments and made me feel special so yeah I slept with him not my best idea ever but everyone makes mistakes OK so I made that mistake 4 times but i have learnt from that now and it wont happen again, because i know what it feels like to be on the receiving end but i just wanted to have a bit of fun and feel a bit naughty for once instead of being the good girl i have always been. Now comes the problem and how he is still trying to be part of my life, he is still trying to get me to have sex with him although he knows that I'm in a relationship he just says things like 'Show me how naughty you can really be', but I don't want that so he aint getting that.

Today and Me, that just turned into a bit of a rant.

So had work today started at like 7:00am and so had to get the bus to work at stupid o'clock this morning. After work I went to Sammy Jane's and hang around there for a little while. When I got home I found out I was suppose to be walking the route, whoo fun as it was pissing it down with rain, but spoke to my dad and he came with me so I could drive around cause I still aint passed my driving test yet God dammit.

Got home from evening round and now I'm slightly annoyed because everything seems to be going on and people are just stressing out at me for now reason =[.

The stupid women at one of the places I work started having a go at me because I have a second job, but sorry Im going to university and I need the money, but you wont let me work because my CRB aint been sent back yet so what do they wont me to do live on air for a few weeks. Why is everything fucking up at the moment, I mean ok that one stupid mistake, okay it happened 4 times, not my fault I would like to add. Everything just seems to be closing in and im not sure how to stop it. The only good thing at the moment is my wonderful boyfriend who I love to bits.